Gaming funk?
I don’t want to be in one. I’ve managed to juggle video games, work, school and life all before without any issue. World of Warcraft was always really convenient for sneaking in some game time here and there without playing for hours at a time, but I’ve turned to quick multiplayer games recently for the same fix.
Believe it or not, Warcrack was pretty satisfying. I always felt as if I was doing something productive–even when I was just running around getting achievements.
I can’t honestly say I miss it though. It was such a ridiculous time sink, and I spent so much of my college career playing it that I honestly felt like I wasted opportunities in the real world. I could’ve been out doing any number of things: joining clubs, exploring the city or trying my hand at dating.
WoW was safer. I’m honestly ashamed to say it, but I didn’t have to go out into the scary world if I could meet people virtually. I’ve met plenty of people I consider my friends all over the States through the game; I don’t regret that at all. I think I justified the ridiculous amounts of game time by telling myself it had a social aspect, but I could’ve even been playing other console or PC games with different mechanics, plots and characters and probably would’ve felt just as good about it.
After a year of playing the game, it felt like everything was bleeding together. That didn’t matter somehow. Regular gaming was filling a need. At the time, it was a social need and I was too timid to run out and meet people. That’s mostly changed now (I still have hermit moments), but now that I’m not playing games nearly as often, it makes me a bit sad.
I tell myself it’s because I’m growing up and developing other interests. Me and my boyfriend Danny are really starting to develop an interest in the outdoors. I’m working out how to start a new game of Dungeons and Dragons (still a big dork, but it’s not video gaming!), and really gotten back into reading. All of these things make me happy in some way, so I’m not so much upset as noticing a shift.
The biggest death knell to my free time for gaming is full-time work and a 25-mile commute. I can’t honestly say that upsets me. Benefits, a salary, and having the stability of a full-time job far outweigh the long hours I used to pour into various games.
I guess I’m just reminiscing, but also recognizing that I miss gaming (I’ve really only played Modern Warfare 2 and Torchlight in the last month). I think it’s time to pick a new game and go for it.
I’m thinking Alan Wake or Metro 2033, but not sold on either yet. Suggestions?
Anyone up for some Left4Dead 2? Hit up “HouseCannith” on XBL. I miss that game too.




